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Excited, Happy, and Anxious

Nov 3, 2020

Week 38.2 and my darling Paku has been beating 2 heartbeats for almost 9 months now and in another couple of weeks, our baby baby will be out! I am excited, happy, and anxious - just like how I was for this entire 9 months. Lot of things to be happy about and another lot to be worried, frustrated, and anxious about! I am sure it was more challenging for my baby paku - going through all the physical changes and the emotions driven by the hormonal changes. I had to pack her from Bangalore to Ezhupunna by July with her parents, couldn't meet her or be with her until mid-September because of stupid policies at my work (and COVID, of course)!  I am glad, I could come here by Sept and could stay with my baby Paku, seeing her change week by week and our baby baby growing inside her womb. 

It was an amazing journey from March 19 till now, now at the final lap of the course. Hopeful to come out of this holding a tiny hooman being close to our heart in a few weeks' time. Soon we will mark the beginning of a new episode of our lives with the little one joining us - excited, happy, and anxious - that's exactly how I feel. 

Fingers crossed for a smooth delivery and so excited to meet you, little one. Lots of love <3

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